the whole-hearted me ..

you just cant be sad ..
because i've never abandoned you .
i'll always be there for you every second in my life .
i've never been any better than this to my lover before .
maybe you just could not help yourself to see that .
but deep inside i know that you're the greatest among all .
i'd loved you just like no one else before you .
who i've devoted all my life to since we were together .
dont you know that ? have you ever noticed that ?
it's a big sacrifice from me to you .
isnt it enough at all ?
answer me ...
i've tried as hard as i could to cherish you with all my hearts .
to give you the love that had lost within your heart a long time ago.
i've shown all i have without hesistating a bit .
please open up your eyes.
you just dont know how much you meant to me after all i did for you .
i'd left my past a thousand miles away just for you .
i never meant to hurt you by bringing up the past .
it just meant nothing to me .

kesepian by dygta

p/s:: this song means a lot to me ..hurm ..

dreaming seems so pleasant :)

i'm blessed at this moment.. :)
to see people around me happy with their loved ones ..
no words can describe the joy it brings ..
the pleasure to be around them
some of them get graduated , having jobs , travelling here and there ,getting engaged , getting married , raising kids , and lastly having one happy family at home with nothing more to complain ..
it's just perfect Ya Allah ..
thanks to you for all the awards ..
yeaa .. seems like dreaming a lot i think i am ..
i wonder when is my time ?
will i experience those joys and happiness with my loved ones ?
i'm praying to Allah everyday ..
that HE will award me such happiness one day ..
just keep on being patient and strong ..
everything will surely get paid off finaz ..
hmmm .. :)

the brandnew me in the making .

gambatte~!!!

finaz ..
rise rise rise ..
never get yourself drowned in the river that flows in you ..
you're strong enough to fight ..
you know it ..
God will never give you this task ..
if He knows you just cant survive ..
Allah always knows your own capability to go through all the obstacles ..
then only He gives you the task ..
He's testing you .. how great would you be able to cope with the task given..
how you handle it , how you take it or how you leave it ..
it's all just to make you stronger and stronger than ever ..
So , whatever it takes right hunn ?
just believe that you're precious thing ever ..
do your best to have a better day ..
insyaAllah things will be okay ..
love yourself more hunn ..
thats the keyword to a successfull future ..
dont forget that you're the HERO within you :D
so you gotta play your own role ..
come on you can do it dear finaz ..
gambate kudasaiii~!!!!!! haha . lol . insane me ?

soothing the pain inside you:)

Bila kau memandang segalanya dr Tuhanmu,
Yang mencipta segalanya,
Yang menimpakan ujian,
Yang menjadikan sakit hatimu,
Yang membuatkan keinginkan terhilang serta menyusahkan hidupmu,
Pasti
Akan damailah hatimu kerna,
Meski pun Allah sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia,
Bukan Allah tidak tahu deritanya hidupmu,
Retaknya hatimu,
Tetapi mungkin itulah yang DIA mahu kerna DIA lebih tahu hati yang beginilah yang selalunya lebih lunak
dan mudah untuk didekati dan akrab dengan - NYA,
Hakikatnya DIA rindu kepada mu. "

p/s::to ekah & kyn.. aku amek quotes ni . utk reminder diri aku sendiri .. mintak izin yaa ..

lots of love from ,
syafinaz nordin

:)

i'm doing all it takes to make you happy with me ..
i'm taking all the risks along the way to achieve happiness..
i'm going through all the constraints just to be with you ..
i'm giving you more than i have ..
then what else should i do ?

any 2010's resolutions guys??

first thing first ..
ofcourse la to get a good pointer for this semester .. it's REVENGE time bebeh ..
and the 2nd things is ??
to gain trust from everybody . am not giving up yet ..
3rd thing is ...
to cut down my weight . hhahaha . still~~~ yeahhhh . chaiyok2
4th thing is ..
to pray for this relationship to be in a good condition .. happier than ever .. '
5th thing is ...
to put myself at the top rank of all .. my future always comes first .. :)

that's all i think . 5 simple things . but needs a lot of hardwork + patience + faith = victory

some people may say ...

erm .. have you ever heard this sentence ?

love the person who loved you most ..
only then , it's called your true love ..

why why why ?

i dont understand this at all sometimes .. erm somehow maybe i do ..
hahaha . the conclusion is , i also dont know . and i wont ever believe this ...
as long as i lived . :) because it will make me sickkkkkkkkkkk... does not worth a thing .. oh finaz dear please .. recalculate your own routes . dont let yourself lost in the world that you're not supposed to be in ... finaz finaz finaz .. please stay awakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sayang ... your time is running out . you gotta work hard for your own future + well-being with your beloved family + loved ones ..

p/s: ya Allah ya tuhankuu ..
tegarkan hatiku dan tetapkan iman ku padaMU selalu ...
ameennn ya rabbal al-amin :)