no words can describe how does it feel inside

i may not appear to be as hot as any hot babes .
i may not be your love at the first sight .
i came to you all the way from my past .
i came to you with a strong believe that you will never let me down .
i may not be the one whom you bear to sacrifice anything .
i may not be the one who means the WORLD to you .
but i want you to know .
this strong feeling of affection that i have towards you
have already fade away all of my memories about the past with other parties .
it's true . my heart does tell me so .
i've came to realize about it .
now that i've zer0-memories about my past .
i'm totally a new person indeed with no turning back to the past.
no one would ever believe this .
they think that i'm just the same .
and i'm so upset about it .
it's okay . it's okay .
my sky is always tend to turn grey .
i know that right from the beginning .
and all i have to do is to keep being patient and believe a miracle would happen once in my life time at least :)


to be continued.