hmmm ..

why me ?
am i alrite ?
yeaa . think i do . but somehow think i'm not in a steady state yet:)
huh .. life treated me quite unwell lately .
i'm feeling so uneasy ..
i'm feeling so insecured ..
i'm paranoid ..
i'm stucked ..
i'm feeling all goes wrong ..
i'm really not into something which i supposed to do .
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..
oh shit ..
state what else fynaz ? do you have some more to say ?
those negative things aint bring you no where sayang ..
please gather back every piece that left in you ..
arrange them as one ..
and such nightmares will soon be gone ..
just put a 100% trust in yourself okie dokie ?

p/s: dear heart , i'm so sorry that i've been hard on you lately .. yeah . so hard on you .. sorry for all the things i've put you through .. i hope you will get well soon dear heart ..