love is not yet to come

it was a conversation between me and a friend of mine .
suddenly a few questions were being popped out .
a few killer questions that i was not really in favour to answer =[
so here , i just highlighted a part of the conversation that has eventually
become my very big concern lately ..

Q1.
so, are you ready for a serious one ?

ANS:
err . i am afraid not .. *[smiling meaningfully]*

Q2.
why not ?

ANS:
i need my space for the time being . so please let me be .. since this is my fragile period, such an important turning point to my life path ahead . i really need to stress out on this . it's about hope you know .

COMMENT :
past is past . love comes and goes . come on dear, be true to yourself . i know you need love. we're human-beings . we're meant to be loved and to love each other to feel content. give it a try at least. just dont go losing up hope against love . okay ?

RE :
erm .. well , love is another thing to be considered soon . i am out of love for one good reason . it's because i am loving myself more than anything else right now . it was a thing that i've abandoned and almost forgot before. for now , i really enjoy being self-centered. i hope you understand . thank you .

and there the conversation ended up for that day.