re-organizing myself

firstly i have a priority list ..
and there it goes ..

1. me, myself & i
2. studies
3. family
4. friends
5. self-entertainments

eventhough i know it's quite poyo to state all these dreams of mine . but who cares ?
i remember one said to me before. " come on , dreaming does not cost you a thing right ?" aha something like that la . suddenly, giving me the idea of these goal settings concept . yea , i know actually everyone should have theirs right from the time when their journey of real life is about to begin . but then , i dont know why . i was like teruja nak tulis jgk dlm blog . hehe . sronok dpt build goal setting as a guideline dlm hidup ni aku rasa . erm . tahla . aku mmg mcm ni kot . so thoughtful . sampai kadang2 entah apapa aku fikir pasal hidup ni . i fought hard to be as good as what i am now . even takla sukses mana . at least aku rasa mcm ada something within me . the conflicts yg buat aku terus survive until sekarang . so thanks to the conflicts , all the ups and downs , and all the blues . they contribute to the rise of my spirits .they made me fully awake and alert. by means , they really taught me how to lead a better life . :)

so here i go mate . i even splitted my goal settings into two :-

the short-term
1. nak jadi kurus & hot ;p . lantak ah . obsess ker apa . this is what i wanted
2. nak grad on time . with a superb result . yeah .
3. nak further blajar jauh jauh . away from m'sia leh?
4. nak make a surprise to everyone with my improvements from time to time . in everything i do ofcourse . :)
5. to overcome my self-inferiority problem as well as gaining more self-confidence to face all the obstacles and shitty things in life .

the long-term
1. nak jadi engineer . IR kot . aiseyman.or at least stick dgn bidang aku ni sampai bila2. insyaAllah. Amin .
2. getting married by the age of 28 . with 3 kids only . taknak byk byk pon :p
3. nk get a higher and higher education selagi mampu
4. to travel all around the world with my love ones .. hee .
5. to make arwah mama proud of me for the entire life by watching how great i am doing down here and to see how successful her daughter will be in the future . i love you mama . with all my hearts . <3

to be continued ...