the indie side of me :)

i'm not talking about a kind of music genre or what .
it's simply about the meaning that it brings .
a short form from the word of independant .:D
yeah, i think i'd tried to be as 'indie' as i can..
yes , very self-reliant enough at my age i think..
i dont depend on others to survive .
other than my parents & my siblings ..:)
because they're my everything real in this world ..
besides my loved ones <3.. i've gone through so many hardships
in life .. so it really made ME today .. the person who's standing infront of you guys . dont worry . if you'd really chose me to be your friends, your loved ones or whatever it is .you should know that i'd rather sacrificed all i have just to give ..because i'm not being raised up just to take from others . i'd bear to work for what i want from the beginning until my last sweat . taking without giving at all is strictly not my principle . so dont you dare to mess up with me . because i'm working hard towards everything that i dreamt of . i dont prefer relying on others . that's just me .
so if you think of me oppositely . please change your way of judging ..it's totally wrong . dont think that i'm the same as you .. because i could never burden the one that i loved most .. as for me, i think love is about your willingness to sacrifice what you love the most .. :) yeah think about it deeply .. i think i deserved much for what i possesed these days .. it's all about efforts and patience .. thanks dear Allah .. YOU have awarded me the power to be this strong ..